Here, you'll find nothing
nothing
not even the sound of a butterfly's wings
nothing
wait...
listen carefully...
and think
think
any breath
in any sentence
any palpitation
in any word,
is a sound;
it is me
...
امروز با دختري در چت مصاحبه كردم كه بدون هيچ تغييري (البته بدون ذكر نام) اينجا مي نويسمش :
she: chi mikhay
i: man va dostanam safhei dar internet gharar ast dorost konim va man mikham matalebi darmorede moshkelate khanomha dar har senosali benevisam , hala shoma az moshkelate khodetoon baram benevisid va albate nashenas khahid mand va dar neveshtehay shoma hich tahgiry dade nakhahad shod , besyar mamnoon
she: man motmaen nistam shoma g bashin
i: web came mano bebin ok
i: vaghty paye chat mishiny aya kasy be shoma eerad migire va kasy moshkely baray shoma be khatere dokhtar boodan bevojood miare
she: na man ba dadasham faghat bagheyaru sar kar mizarym
i: hich moshkeli nadary
she: na man azadam
i: masalan dost dashte bashi ba kasy chat koni bad gharar bezary
she: hata age bekham mitunam bf am ru biaram khoone
she: albatte nadaram
i: bebin man mikham moshkelato benevisam ok
i: esmet ro ham kasy nemifahme
she: tury hastym khonevadeye ma ke in masael hal shode
i: ok
i: hala baram az moshkelatet begoo
she: ziadan
i: aval chand salete
i: chekar mikoni
i: harchi doost dari begoo
she: hameye pesarha mikhan zudy tartibe adamo bedan kasy fekre eshgh va in jour chiza nist
she: mikhan tel badesh gharar badesgh khone khaly
i: tahala emtehan kardi ? shayad kasany bashan ke injoory nabashan
she: asl
she: man na chon inghadr mosalame ke emtehan bekony kolahet ru havas
i: chand salete
she: 1u
i: 23
she: single
i: are
she: 22
i: khoobe
i: dars mikhooni
she: are
i: bebin har chi begi va doost dashte bashi minevisam ok
i: hala harchi az moshkelatet doost dari bego
i: adrese in rozname ro barat vaghti neveshtim minevisam hatman ok
she: be nazare man bayad moshkelat ru tabaghe bandy konim
i: are movafegham
i: dost dari benevisi badan baram email befresty
she: brb
i: in email adrese mane harchi doost dashty benevis man ghol midam hichkasi esmeto nadoone age doost dashti ba esm benevisam baram benevis va hich taghiri dar neveshtehat nemidam ok
i: ebehnaz@yahoo.com
i: hala dost dari baram az moshkelatet begi
she: tu ham begu
i: ok
i: faghat in ro bedoon ke man gharare mosahebegar basham ok
she: ok
she: be nazare man khanoma kheyli rahatatar az aghayoon hastan
i: dar che zaminehaee va cheera
she: dar hame zamineha
she: na badbakhty pool o daramad daran na chizaye dige taze masalan age man bekham ezdevaj konam babam khoone va mashin ham be man dade
she: shoharam dige chi mikhad
she: hamin ke mano razy kone
i: khoob fekr nemikoni badesh chi
she: bade chi
i: badesh che mikoni
she: khob na dige be ohdeye shohare
i: aya hamishe baba hast va pool mide
she: motmaenam babam mano be kasy mide ke lyaghat dashte bashe
i: dost dashtan chi
she: tarjih midam shoharamo dust dashte basham ta
i: khoob chetory dost khahy dasht
she: aval ashegh besham bad moshkel pish biad
i: aya ba khastegary
she: oonke motmaenam , aval kasy mitune biad khastegarye man ke ye meyarhaee dashte bashe man ham tasmim migiram
she: gheyafe tahsilat khoonevade
she: va daramad
she: va the most important akhlagh
i: aya delet nemikhat mesle kheily ha majaray eshgho asheghi dashte bashi
she: na, eshgh age mantegh nadashte bashe divunegie
i: daneshgah rafty
she: are
i: chi khoondi va chand sal
she: memary sale 4
i: dar daneshgah ba pesarha ravabetet khoobe va moshkeli nadary
she: na
she: kheyliashoon mano khahare khodeshoon hesab mikonan hata mian khoonamoon
she: vaghty rabete az hadesh birun nabshe ke irady nist
she: albatte sathe farhang ham moheme
she: madar va pedare man har du motekhasese ghalban, tu daneshgah baham ezdevaj kardan
she: baradare man ham hamkelasyme
she: twin hastym
i: hich vaght dost nadashty ke yeki az onha dostet dashte bashe va harfay asheghane bezane vali bekhatere mogheiyate iran faramooshesh koni
she: na
she: az hamkelasyam 10nafar khastegary kardan vali man felan zud midunam
she: hata duseshoon dashtam vali chon sathe farhang fargh mikone
i: hich vaght bekhatere dokhtar boodan be galbet ghofl nazadi on ham choon dar iran ba in sharayet zendegi mikoni
she: na
she: man adame khoshbakhty hastam
i: khooshhalam
she: goftam hata inghadr rahat ke pesar biad khoonamoon
i: vali khoob bedoone moshkelat ke nemishe
she: sad albatte
i: az moshkelaty ke pish miad baram bego ok
i: makhsoosan onhay ke bekhatere irani boodan va dokhtar boodan barat pishmiad ok
she: moshkelate man ine ke dustdaram iran bemoonam vali darsam tamoom shod bayad beram
i: koja bayad beri
she: usa
i: chera
she: my parents is full assesment of collage
i: aha
she: oonja mogheyate khoobi darym
she: man harsal miram
she: az 10 shah ta 10 mehr
i: va iran ro ba hamey mahdoodiathash bishtar doost dari
she: man mahdud nistam
i: biroon ke miri mahdood nisty
she: aslan mahdudiaty nist in adama hastan ke mahdud fekr mikonan
i: lebas pooshidan, roosary, mahdoodiathay raftari
she: man rusary ru ghabul daram khodam ham entekhabesh kardam
she: man mashin daram
i: bekhatere mogheiate khanevadegi chi mahdoodiat nadari
she: na
she: chera
i: masalan bekhay raftary dashte bashi ke khanevade napasandan
she: man hejab ru gfhabul daram
i: baghie raftar ha chi
she: masalan
i: hichvaght doost nadashty bolan boland bekhandi va natooni
she: vaghty adam khodesh fekr kone na aslan
she: be nazaret in kare zeshty nist
she: taze kheylia in karu mikonana
i: khoob in khodesh yek mahdoodiat nist
she: age tarze fekret ine ke bolan bekhandy shayad bashe
she: vali an dust daram matin basham
she: chizy ke az mamanam yad geraftam
i: azadi aghide chi ba khanevade ya jamee moshkeli nadary
she: chera man az rikhte har chi akhonde badam miad
she: be nazare man imane adama be ghalbeshoone na be tedade rish va derazye amame
she: ok
i: fekr oonha chi ghabool dari
she: na
she: sare akhonda bayafd boryde beshe
i: khodet dost dari matin bashy ya bekhatere mogheiyate ejtemaee va
i: be khatere ayandat
she: man shakhsiate zan ru intury mibinam
she: in zate zane
i: hichvaght delet nakhaste joor digey bashi
i: dar royahat, dar khialet
she: man har jour khastam shodam
she: na man royaye kheyliha hastam pas nabayad ziade khah basham
i: khoob moshkelatet chie
she: tu ham begu
i: moshkelatet bekhatere irani boodan
she: irani eftekhare mane
she: tu khodet mahdudy
i: dar bazi mavared are vali khob shayad khodam nakhastam bekhatere ayandam
she: aha bf dary
i: doostay ke pesar bashan ziad masalan bishtare afradi ke dar liste webloge shirazi ha didi vali bf be on mani fekr nakonam
she: chera
she: man bayad beram
she: sate 4.5 parvaz be teh
she: man shayad nabasham tu list
she: behtare
i: kheili kheili mamnoon, in mataleb ro hatman minevisam, bedoone hich taghiry
she: mercy
i: :)
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